"Oh.. this is so weird! Why do I even have a DeviantArt? I'm not even good!"
Pfftfftt, don't knock yourself down like that! Everyone's at a stage in their life in any given thing. If you stick to Deviantart, I assure you the friendly environment and people willing to collab, become friends, share art, etc. will be mad inspiration to improve! Plus the tutorials made by people on this site are top notch!